Rare Unread Thread

Relaxing next to the open window

I cherish the giggly little fellows

Pops in the head

This rare unread thread

It sounded something like this in my head…

In the beginning, it was a rare tingling

Exhausted, yet waited till 3 am

Unconditional I thought you would be

Unimaginable you became to me

Sparkling as the sun could be

Uneasy it made me

Shifted your position, the 6 feet umbrella

Calm I could always be

Hiding in plain sight

Behind the books of atomic science

Compelling you still were

Just 2 inches apart

Turing 19 with you could be appealing

"Let's not meet", came your suggestion

All that adrenaline became cold

Now I know the epitome of our fall

Ignoring became your boundless hobby

Turning me into a screeching crow

Only so you could turn around

And see me more

I still wore my lime green sweater

Broken, I analyzed it

As you sat next to me

A total stranger

Happy we could be

Definitely, maybe

If I had my pride

You had the opportunity to thrive

But you made sure I could not rise

Swirling in my thoughts, now I know why you lie

My success started shattering you

The applause was now numb

"You did it without me"

Could only be your assumption

And with a sudden popping came, your apologetic notification

Without a flinch, I drop my heart into the hot cocoa

Cause with the view so pleasing of the July monsoon

It was easier to turn that into an ordinary photo

I didn’t know

if the world should devour the road

Or make me the queen of your shore

For all, I knew you had already lost the ore

I was now distracted

Thanks for those blessed hundreds of days

And no, I didn’t want to be adapted

Because now I can only think of you as a phase

Indeed, you were guilty

And I wasn’t ready

I could never be

And I shall never be for you

It is hard to suffer when tears refuse to fall down

In this cold weather

But I am in a good place

And that’s all that matters

So, yes

I better lay that notification call down

And clear this with you

Only to run like a mad hamster, in an endless loop

The end!

-SU